life

I was up in San Francisco from August 2-5. Had so much fun. Meet so many cool new people. All the SOS people are so cool. Had some realy cool conversations. It was really cool to be able to hang out with Tia and to talk to her again. I was so sad to leave. For some reason it was harder for me to leave this time, then it was when leaveing MA. Got onto the plane and felt like I was leaving something behind. It was starnge. I had not impact on anyone on the streets. I really didn't talk to them that much. When getting home I felt as if I wasn;t suppost to be back in Ventura. I packed up my car and then headed to FHOV for the week. When walking the prep-for-ministires, I felt like I again shouldn't be there. That night at chapel, I just broke down for some reason. I wasn't sure why. For the first time in my life I felt like Forrest Home Ojao Valley wasn't my home. It was all just starnge. It made me really start to think, is San Francisco were I am suppost to be? Maybe I should be doing a DTS?
This is what I think, go to VC for a year. Apply for a DTS in San Francisco (not sure which one yet) and see if I get in or not and then see what happens after that. But I have been told by a lot of people that a DTS would be really good for me. And the strange thing is I was praying one day to see what I should be doing in my life, if that was a DTS, going to school for 4 years, going up to Hume for Joshua. With in 2 days I got a call from Justine up at YWAM in San Francisco seeing if I had any questions about a DTS or if I wanted an application. So maybe that is my sign.
I guess I will just have to wait and see.

Peace