thoughts

some many things that are running through my mind. thoughts about what i am doing with my life and what i should do. not really sure what i should be doing with my life. the "norm" thing that we as people are suppose to do is go to high school and then go to college. but what if don't want to right now? well. i will then be looked down just because i don't want to go. i want to go to college but just not right now. there is so much i want to do and see. there is so much i feel god is calling me to do.

i have so much compassion for the people in the world. there are people in the world that die because they don't have clean water. they don't have food. they have things that just eat their body away. they don't have good health. they don't have the tools to get better. how can i sit here knowing that people are suffering everyday. and i am able to go to school and get an education. i am able to go to sleep at night knowing that i can wake up and know that everything is okay.

i want to be used in the world so i can help people. i hate when people are suffering. i hate to know that people are hurting. i hate to know that people are dieing ever day and that kids have to run away from their homes every night to stay safe, so they aren't taken. my heart breaks for those people.

i want to major in environmental studies/science and use it in way that i can help people. i want to see this world change. i want to be that person that makes a difference in peoples lives that need help. i want to love on the hurt and the broken. i can't be that person that just sits around knowing that we live in a broken world.