Today I went to coffee with a dear and just talked about life after being home from YWAM SF after three years and me moving down to Azusa to go to school. I really haven't been given the chance to talk about how being home is going and talking about my time up in SF. I can all the processing with myself, but there is something powerful about talking through things with people that are close with you.
We got talk about me moving down to APU in September and how excited I am to be just doing school for once. Something that I am not use to, but am really excited about. I am ready for this change and ready for something new. But I got to thinking about me going to APU more once I got home and started getting scared for some reason. I am scared to get close to another group of people that I know will become like family to me. I'm scared to be open with new people that don't know my past. I scared to see what the Lord if going to do with me while I am there, but in a good way. I'm scared to fail.
There are so many things that come up that make me scared for this new adventure that I am about to embark in.
Know that the Lord is God. It is he who made us, and we are his: we are his people, the sheep of his pasture. Psalm 100:3
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